So Assalamualaikum, I know it has been a while. And I srsly think it's good enough bcs actually Im doing something better, a lot better than telling and pouring everything I feel about life and how I hate it and how I don't like some people, I stopped. I literally stopped, bcs I think it's useless. At some point, I think maybe just maybe if we stop complaining and start realizing how lucky we are to have a wonderful family. Yes, I admit family is one thing you need to survive frm getting depressed. I have the feeling that whenever I see my family, making jokes with them, just burst into tears over joy with them, it just made my day. I just think how wonderful life is. 

Friends are the most important, I know I've lost one or two friend of mine. 

and I admit it was hard, to just accept the fact that they're gone and they did something bad to you. Idk why but till now, Im still hoping fr them, srsly they're the best I ever had. Even though I kinda tried a little to fit in. I know, it's wrong. Fortunately, it's getting better now, you see I have friends now. And im not afraid to call them real friends, bcs I believe they are. Till now, through my ups and downs they are still here, right beside me, still standing and supporting me no matter what. 

Love is a very strong word, I believe. And really you can do nothing about how strong they are sometimes. I know Im too young fr love and to talk about how it feels like. But it's just that I think love is something too much fr us youngsters to do. No, Im not forcing you to stop loving hell whut no. Go ahead I mean yolo okay. It's just that to me it is. Im seeing and judging things in different perspectives. 

And last but not least pls don't lose hope, the feeling of you're barely hanging on, I truly know how it feels like. It's okay to be not okay, cause nothing in this world was made perfect. Cutting is one thing you'll start doing when you're depressed, but pls I know pls just don't you'll regret. Cause when you start cutting it's just so hard and too hard fr you to stop. And guise, good luck. Hugs and kisses always xx

                                                           Much love,

Mira xx