Happy.

posted on Monday, 29 October 2012 00:20

Well, maybe, happy endings does exist. Its either you want and achieve it with your own strength, or to just wait for it to come. Sometimes I wonder, why do people judge? Just why. Well, I can't say that I don't judge, yes I do. But sometimes, it's just too much. I've come to realize that it's no use bragging about how you hate life and just life is too boring, or complicated or anything. And that the world is judgemental. Because nothing in life was made perfect. You can't expect things to be constant. 

I was so depressed in the most silent way you can ever imagined, I was literally  sad. For being stupid enough to trust someone who don't deserve it. She weren't a good friend at all, but I was being too nice and stupid too. To let her come in to my life and just ruin everything that I've build. she wasn't there, when I need her. She talks behind me. She doesn't see me being broken, just like everybody else. But I had no idea why I trusted her. There wasn't any good reason why. Maybe it's because I was desperate, I was craving for a friend. Just to tell her hows my day, who will go through my ups and downs of life with me and never get bored giving out advice for every possible way that I can never describe with words.