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Growing up. posted on Monday, 17 September 2012 20:29 Well, life has been itself I guess. Not fair. I've been thinking lately, thinking what should I be in the future, to be honest. I didn't figured it out yet. My classmates, my friends, everyone I know had figured it all out. They've planned everything while me, Im still figuring out and its suffocating. Being the only one who don't know what to be in the future, its embarrassing but what can I do? Really? The fact that I have a lot more questions to answer and that I don't giva a damn about it. I don't know why, I've changed a lot this year. This year has been a nightmare to me. I've changed into someone who I don't even know who. I tend to get mad easily, I do. I get mad at things that Im not supposed to. I tried so hard to fit in to the community, I really did. I tried to be the one "they" like, and here I am now, I myself, changed myself. I keep on telling myself "just why do I need to fit in" and then I realized. I felt so lonely. Sorrow and regrets surrounds me, and yes sad. I came to realize its not enough just to be grateful at what we have, in fact we just need to be patience with the life spit at you. Truthfully, I don't like what my life offers me now, but what can I do? Just, what can I do, to make it better. Realizing that nothing was made perfect, no. Nothing. It's us who make it feel like its perfect, but actually there is nothing made perfect. I just wish life could be better. I really need to cure myself. Don't let the society manipulates you. Never. ← older newer →	welcome Hello living things. Credits Appreciation is always the best Template handcoded by Twent yonekisses. Banners from Fairycandlesxo. Colors by El seven. Leave credits intact. Missing credits please inform me on my blog.