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Still standing.
posted on Tuesday, 28 August 2012 01:33
 Assalamualaikum and hello there! Terrible June. Its been forever since I last updated this blog. A lot, super a lot of things happened. I had so many emotional breakdown. I really did.Especially, June. I had to let go of someone that I really love. For the sake of PMR, and here I am standing. Alhamdulillah. Oh and in June too, I had the worst result ever in my entire life. My results is bad as hell, I regret those. So many regrets in June. My friends? All of them are super smart, so I had this feeling that I MUST be like them. I had this pressure thinggy, for a while. But it got better when I tried to figure out how to solve all of this. To be honest, I stopped asking God "why, why is life so hard". I stopped all of that. Because I realized, I've met new faces, I've met real friends and yes, I feel so blessed. Getting better (July)Here, I hate July too. I've come to realize people just need to stop being so sensitive because I guess it'll hurt you. I may be sensitive, used to be. And July thought me things that I really can't learn by myself. My vitamins were there with me. Since, Im better now, Im really hoping for some miracle to happen. Because, I keep on waiting for it to come. Mum told me, you don't wait for miracle to come. You do something for it. But, really what can I do? Unanswered questions is everywhere. And here I am. Trying to be better. August (Alhamdulillah)I mean, Im a human, so I tend to forget. I forget, what I've said. Im the person who don't really cares when she's talking. She keeps on talking and she won't stop. Whether its bad or good. I just simply talk. And that's bad. I know. I've realize, I didn't feel good. I mean I keep on hurting people's feeling. Really and that hurts me too. I tend to just act like a bitch sometimes. I do. Because, I am not programmed to be perfect. Believing that I can change myself, Im starting to figure out how to solve this problem. Because there is so many things, that I need to change. And Alhamdulillah, here I am. Better, than ever. Im taking this opportunity to apologize, I apoloqize for all tyhe mistakes I've done, the super harsh words I've spoken, the ugly attitude I have, the hearts I've broken. I'll make sure I'll decrease my cursing, and my judging. Insyaallah. Happy Eid to all muslims. |
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