So yesterday nite, I can't sleep serious well I don't know maybe its about my ex having a new gf, it makes me feel useless you know its like he found someone a lot better than me, and Im really really sad okay? I feel useless, but thanks to my best guy friend :) Ammar, I told him and guess what he said. 

He must be dumb

You're beautiful (Dont take this wrong way)

You're smart

Okay that just made me stop cry, thanks to him and me I controlled myself frm crying I said, why do you need to cry over a guy who don't cry fr you? You idiottt -.- and I told him shes my friend I know her, and Ammar said let them be, you'll find the right one later eh? I was like O.o fuyohhhhh, hebatnyaaa kau. I bet he went through a lot okay? A lot of bad problem, All I can say is be strong, thanks for being there and listen to my pointless drama, usually when Im sad there would be Aniq but hes not around so Ammar tolong :) I wish I have more friends like this

I don't prefer talk to girls about this they'll be mad, they wont give me advice they scowl me serious but guys, no they comfort you and I like it that way well better than get scowled fr being stupid crying over a guy that don't cry over you. Okay stop with that :'/ Well, mira you just have to be though and be strong :)

Ouh and yesterday night was weird I've got a good nigt wish but I still can't sleep so I read books, no one to text everyone dah tidur, woihh pukul 3 pagi gilaaa kahhh? ahahaha (Y) and I like it that way, but y'know when people call me beautiful I blush :'> LOL