Hye, love. Y'know I feel like slapping myself. I just realized all of this I mean all, is just a dream. Hmmm I have to be strong to go through this, but you know what? I can't because I miss someone who used to be with me who used to tell me he loves me every one second but now, yes hes gone just like that. I was hoping fr longer relationship but no, this is all a mistake, but then when I think of it. Too bad its not a mistake its faith you just have to go with it. 

So the story starts when I just got back frm camp and I text him saying heyyy, sorry I busy these days ada camp ingat tak? And he was like hmmm, and I asked him why? takkan tu pun nak maraah. But then he told me its not about the camp, pagi tadi I on rasa macam nak meletup je. *TERKEJUT AKU DENGARR* ahahaha then I told him sorry, bukan I yang menggatal, diorang je yang datang. Okay I admit he is very jealous dia ni memang kuatt, but I like it that way, at least he's showing that he is scared to lose me. and kitorang gaduh and its over how easy kan? But nahhh Im fine with single maybe my best friend deserve him :) I hope they make a good couple, while i'm stuck here -.-' okay thaats SADD :'/ 

So I just figured out his name, the guy at the camp whi azan sedapp gila tuu :) His name is Tashrif well nice name he got there :) I feel like killing myself these days :'/

So yeahhh and and Ammar -.- ya Allah I dont know why suddenly he invent this cute sentence