Hopeless.

posted on Wednesday, 28 December 2011 21:19

Okay so hye, okay saya tgh memang moody habis. Im sorry Im not feeling well (Y) good for me first:

Him : he has a girlf wuuuuu Im happy for him, wow. Okay controlling myself. Nahh If he's happy Im happy for him. I guess thats it. I have to stop this you know. I have to stop pretending, maybe. but its too late waktu dulu tak nak confess. okay. LOL so hows my life? Suckish yesterday nite I slept at 1 with tears on my eyes, and I woke up again at 3 until 5 I can't sleep. I feel depressed, frust, happy for him, sad and scared for everything.

School is coming, guess what. I didn't buy any school stuffs yet (Y) eloksangatlatu kan kan? Well thats me, school? nope its not for me, Im fine at home and I love it here. Thanks for some of my friends who told me to be strong and all. Awwww, I wanna cry :'> tewima kasih :3